Talk:Tori Vega/@comment-5222481-20120829005334

I want to die i wish i did. no one loves me. no one will care if i am gone. maybe i should just commit suicide. but i still am so scared of dying. i've always been scared of pain. i have always wanted to die peacefully in my sleep, without any pain. but what if i try to kill myself but it doesn't work? then there will be so many questions and more pain. i just want this hell that people call life to end. i mean, look at me. i'm a cutter, i'm turning into an anorexic, and i just read sad stories, listen to sad music, and just mope in my room all day. i told my brother about my cutting, and he thinks that i've stopped. but i can't stop i'm addicted. my life is just...... i know that i'm alive but i feel dead.. like i'm just a ghost. why should i live? i'm sorry if i disturbed anyone, but i needed to let this out. ineeded to tell someone, even if it is some random person on the internet.