Talk:Bade/@comment-5253497-20120930012537

You guys are probably sick of me, considering I have been posting so many comments, but you are the only people I can let my Bade feels out.....mostly cuz its the "Bade Wiki" lol, but whatever. I would never give up on Bade, even if one of them died, I will forever ship them. But honeslty right now is probably the most doubtful about Bade happeneing ever. I try wwatching the upcoming Bade videos, and all the old slap videos, but ever since like 30 minutes ago, after I watched THK, i feel so differnnt. I feel so detatched from Beck and Jade..... Its just been so long, and ik its kinda sad for me to be obsessing like this, but i cant help it. Beck and jades love made me believe that a girl like me can be loved, and it actually made me believe that love is possible. So since they broke up, I have just been so upset. Its been 8 months, and i feel so drifted off from them. Like they are so far apart, that they could never get back together. They dsont even seem like they miss eachother, which is screwd up. We shouldent have these stupid Jandre moments, but we should have Bade, which would all lead up to them getting back together. Honestly I feel like Beck and Jades relationship has evolved from love, to good friends. I guess thats my problem, I feel like Jandre is taking over....... im just so screwed up in the head right now, and im not even sad, im angry. I get why people ship Bori, and honeslty I could see it happen (not that id want it to), But no offence to you Jandre shippers, but i really cant stand it. I find it very stupid, and its killing me, just picturing Jade kissing Andre, like the way she did in that video. I wanna barf, and Iwant my Bade back,! I am tierd of waiting, and i have been very patient, but now ive crossed the line, and i cant take it. Someone tell me that TSB&J is airing soon. PLEASE! I LEGIT CANT WAIT ANY LONGER. Its all i can think about. Its got to that piont where i feel, like i should be in a mental institutuin lol, jk. Im not that messed up lol.